After losing my latest job, i broke down in depression. This wasn't the first time it happened. My gut feeling told me that i was going to fail. I was afraid of being unprepared, of making mistakes, and of letting others down. The one time in my life where i was driven by the desire to make an accomplishment ended in disaster.My life was in shambles. My self esteem suffered and i lost all motivation to continue job-hunting. I reflect on all the times i gave up because i was too afraid to try and despaired. I spent so many years staying within my comfort zone because i didn't want to feel like a failure.
However as i was watching Jeff Hardy, i realized that he was known as a reckless risk-taker. He's had several wins and many losses. He's admitted that he is afraid of losing before he enters the ring but is motivated by it. Nevertheless, he's made some astounding victories such as holding a couple championship belts.
I look back on my life and realized that getting a job didn't matter. What mattered the most was facing my fears. It was my courage in taking a risk despite failure that made me strong. Successful people take risks and don't worry about their mistakes. They're concerned about learning from their successes and failures, never losing motivation.
My hope in the future is to continue being motivated to go beyond my limits and make the best out of life.
